Modifying me...

jyotirlinga

E's Vs D's

hellos, 

dea reader, all my wishes for a very beautiful new yea..

Lnt ebg, my client, one of the giant's in the electrical and business gear, is managed throughout the country on applications made by me, SAP. One routine stops, and they cant print gate passes any more, which leads to 100s of trucks in a line waiting at the gate and then the highway traffic stuck.

Now this guy, which is me, on the computer all day, to keep the traffic on the highway working, cant smile, normal gingivitis... painful and irritating.  It just wont go.

Then I enter this clinic called 32 smiles, and a beautiful dentist., says allot and I cant stop looking at her,  just do whatever you said..
And their you go, two sittings, scary but not so painful.. and she really gave me 32 smiles..
I though had a crush for the dentist, but m better away :P

The point is, she made me and my pocket really light !

My elder sister is a dentist,  a new frnd is gonna become one, an old school frnd is gonna be a doctor, as a matter of fact two are.
My little sister is a software engineer, my brother is preparing to become one, in fact, most of my best friends are engineers. 

Doctor, as a title, originates from the Latin word of the same spelling and meaning. The word is originally an agentive noun of the Latin verb docēre 'to teach'. It has been used as an horned academic title for over a millennium in Europe, where it dates back to the rise of the first universities on the other side engineers..

Hah, well i know how have i finished my engineering, so even if their is a history to support how amazing we can be... l will pass :P 

but on a serious note, both of them are from the most educated group of people, and have their own respect in Indian or any other social republic.

By a personal notion, i respect doctors more, for all the possible reasons you might be already knowing and because if you are in pain, out of ten times, in seven you know who can .. take it away !

regards,, j..

I don’t mind cockroach, till it don’t fly!!

Hey all bloggers, long time no see,

Well, here I am.. What’s up?

I am still trying to work with my company in Mumbai, though it’s a little difficult to try with my company rather than for my company. Has all changed? 

Nop, not much same client same work. Few friends are gonna get married soon, few gonna get an all new level of cute little responsibility, some still fighting the sun, some fighting to make their name, some leaving the company, but yes not much has changed. At the age of 20es, I guess one of the biggest demons haunting you all the time is marriage.

I see my friends preparing for their marriage. You could not indulge into everything girls talk about, but yes the boys at home are not easy in any way.

“Working or No-Working, beauty doesn’t matter she should be good in nature, bhai, khana achcha banana cheye!! (Well that one seems a unisex requirement these days), mera kya hoga m already 26.

Gosh... please, the place where I belong, ten year gap between spouses is normal. OMG let’s call it a generation gap. Dowry still breaths and breeds, few families are fighting against it, others for it and that is how they maintain the equilibrium.

“We don’t believe in burning the bride – magar thoda help ho jata toh achcha tha (a bit of help would be good)”

“We don’t give dowry, just a piece of land. apni khusi se !!” and the list goes on ..

Consider a sidewalk. Some litter accumulates. Soon, more litter accumulates. Eventually, people even start leaving bags of trash from take-out restaurants.

The term "Zero Tolerance" appeared for the first time in a report in 1994. The idea behind this expression can be traced back to the Safe and Clean Neighborhoods Act, approved in New Jersey in 1973, of which inherits the same underlying assumptions. The ideas behind the 1973 New Jersey policy were later popularized in 1982, when a popular magazine published the broken windows theory of crime.

The broken windows theory of crime says, Consider a building with a few broken windows. If the windows are not repaired, the tendency is for vandals to break a few more windows. Eventually, they may even break into the building, and if it's unoccupied, perhaps become squatters or light fires inside.

India is changing, even after handling huge stress at the LOC from two near ends. A new prime minister and billions of hope lamps seems promising yet difficult. 

Recent elections where one of a kind, new parties old alliances, and broken strings, people where fighting their guts out. One got the royal chair of the biggest democracy in the world the other was on quit a defamed trail.

People with not so decent track has always been there in our society with a political camouflage, perhaps that is why we now don’t believe in purity any more, rather the least impure seems more promising.

I have seen, observed people saying, this government will not do scams, not at least as big as the last one.

Like I said, we do not only mind cockroaches...
We do not mind alot more.. till it comes our way.

Regards

Hopeless, j..

Strange Changes...

Life is like the I pod, no matter how u plan ur playlist u might not be able to avoid the track cummin up next.

A boy meets a girl, and the girl in turn meets a boy, attraction, like, affection, care words follow but the sad part is bored, fore granted, sorry, shout .... as i said, words follow...
All of us know the only thing that brings  & keeps two persons together is love and affection, they may turn it up in to a relationship, which is supposed to be the fruit.
Wooho.. plz dont go, this is not another thesis on relationships... i knw this is not going in with the images...  but it will intern .. :P

The thread that ties us, after all we try and impress and do really put allot of emotional investment for this thread to exist and by the logic it should be the most important thing to protect and cared for, but suddenly for simplest of the reasons or may be mistakes by one counterpart the other starts putting the same thread as the bait, a thing to scare the other from being broken apart, and then, i cant bare you, enough, you are impossible, how can you, i didn't expect this, i did expect that and its over.... and now even words refuse to follow..

They say, this love will change you, well does any thing stays the same ?

nop, just same strange changes, and even if it does isn't that what love supposed to do ?

 We all grow old, aging is quit a process. At nine dream of twelve and then the teenage, being young, thirties  and forty five and then we want to go back.. well, i thought growing up was the whole point.
Same eve of scintillation 2013 came with more of a shock.......



One of very good friends and a mentor is getting divorced and to be frank i am sad, cause i could relate to him, and now i can relate more..
and that is why these picks don't go with my words..
i came to know in the later part of the eve.

Well any ways we had our "Annual day" defiantly-maybe ( :P ) at lnt infotech and was cool.. fun and lots of dancing, particularly as turn up the music cause the sun just came up,and if they try to turn us down..

will leave you with few clicks ...
Though Amal had this strain , he is our personal rajni anna.. nothing less than " the world is about to end" could stop him from dancing..

we change, some for good some out of no explainable reasons. Now excepting and rejecting depend on you or may be the right now wala state of you..

"coz the set of values you variables contain at that particular instant of time defines you, at the moment level..

people call it a moment, i call it life...

learning life..."

the host was RJ Malishka, red FM wali.. ;)
awsome bajatey raho of all the seniors with Sunny Leon, and widely appreciated duo meant jokes.

and now the last one, this is Ashish & Gautam,
we enjoyed allot, danced, screamed- i mean northern, Punjabi, the vulgar ones and the most decent steps... the call was " Disko me jab ye gana bajega, step kark dikhana parega ;)" We danced our way out of the place with everyone, changes might be strange but sometimes they r for good.. now plz dont ask who's and why ..

and about the prior, ill say if you ever care for something please do not put it on bait, do not let the love go.. cause it leaves behind sorrow, grief and vacant space..

and like i said, just words follow..

good monin and good night

regards, hopeless, j..

That was then, this is now..

Truth, is a very tricky thing.., well, it has tricked me quit a few times now..

Importance,  priority, happyness, trust.., words with really heavy meanings..
after all these r the words, which decides the orientation of the flip..
the words we use.

They say dont lie, it hearts when the truth comes in the light, I say ooh cumon, please turn the lights off, because if it is harse. The truth kills u every day.. " a bit of heart attack, a bit of blood pressure,  a bit of dissatisfaction,  disappointment evry day... sounds creepy ?

Yes it does to me. At least a lie for gud.. givs u one little hope to think one way..
To chose for the end or refresh.....
 

They say work on time, else the sword hangs right above the neck, and the sharp edge is about to let everything white be bygones.. the work becomes tuff, I say when I get going, tuff gets going..

Have u experienced that last drop of the chocolate shake.. the golden drop of bear, last scoop of the Nutella,  that winning shot on the last ball and that loosing wicket too one may be tha same, last spoon of Maggie, last breath of the kiss, the last memory.. well, the word is "marginal utility".

They say, stand alone..
I don't say a thing, cause I walk the streets alone, I here be in on my own.. and I knw how it feels being a thousand miles away from home, from all of them whose presence makes difference.
I knw how it feel to be with the one you love..  ha ha and then when she slams the door..
But m ova hea, all alone, n m doing juuust fine..

 

this was not me since ever, a movie or a TV series or a game could consume me for months. Though I am a loner for sum time now, ....
since like...... always,
but this is different, I decided to teach orphan kids on Saturdays which intern made me busy and satisfied because I could help and sad because INDIAN government still just spends 900 Indian rupees for one child.... wait the point is "in an year".

 

this weekend couldn't teach so I decided ill work.. m going office on Sunday's..

I could give any thing for an extra Sunday, now I will do any thing to through it away.

 

They say that was then...

and I say this is Now.

regards

hopeless, j



Locked from inside...

Dear reader,

i was just sitting at the cafe the other evening, and some one comes on the front a look and eyes drove away...
the thought that consumes me, is we do check out people. Everyone around, the narial pani wala, the stressed out  shopkeeper who couldn't make a sale yet, aunty carrying the vegetables, men, women, workers kids, beggars ...

Did u look at the expressions, i tried.. like i could read out their faces.. not like lines, but like thoughts. If not the precise data, moreover the nature of the thought.
What if i could say hey, whats up.. and what is going on , hows life buddy.
but its like everyone has shut their doors locked it up and buried the key .. as if the "line Break the ice" , should be like "break the door", the ice was colder.. now the door is hard, wood-ish, and a bad conductor of warmth and spark.

I asked Amal, is this idea too awkward of knowing everyone, if we could say hellos to everyone, communicate and share.. i mean not on Fb.
he says it isn't a very strange notion as it actually happens when you are in your neighborhood, you grow up their, you know everyone, can talk and say hi..

after traveling all the places and keep on leaving people behind, loved ones way apart somewhere in the other corner of the country or the loved ones stay near by, the love goes way apart in the  other corner of nowhere and i forgot what "neighborhood" means! and how it feels like knowing.. and not-if knowing
feel the absence..

well any ways ABSENCE has been a real word for me these days, again.


regards.. jey