That was then, this is now..

Truth, is a very tricky thing.., well, it has tricked me quit a few times now..

Importance,  priority, happyness, trust.., words with really heavy meanings..
after all these r the words, which decides the orientation of the flip..
the words we use.

They say dont lie, it hearts when the truth comes in the light, I say ooh cumon, please turn the lights off, because if it is harse. The truth kills u every day.. " a bit of heart attack, a bit of blood pressure,  a bit of dissatisfaction,  disappointment evry day... sounds creepy ?

Yes it does to me. At least a lie for gud.. givs u one little hope to think one way..
To chose for the end or refresh.....
 

They say work on time, else the sword hangs right above the neck, and the sharp edge is about to let everything white be bygones.. the work becomes tuff, I say when I get going, tuff gets going..

Have u experienced that last drop of the chocolate shake.. the golden drop of bear, last scoop of the Nutella,  that winning shot on the last ball and that loosing wicket too one may be tha same, last spoon of Maggie, last breath of the kiss, the last memory.. well, the word is "marginal utility".

They say, stand alone..
I don't say a thing, cause I walk the streets alone, I here be in on my own.. and I knw how it feels being a thousand miles away from home, from all of them whose presence makes difference.
I knw how it feel to be with the one you love..  ha ha and then when she slams the door..
But m ova hea, all alone, n m doing juuust fine..

 

this was not me since ever, a movie or a TV series or a game could consume me for months. Though I am a loner for sum time now, ....
since like...... always,
but this is different, I decided to teach orphan kids on Saturdays which intern made me busy and satisfied because I could help and sad because INDIAN government still just spends 900 Indian rupees for one child.... wait the point is "in an year".

 

this weekend couldn't teach so I decided ill work.. m going office on Sunday's..

I could give any thing for an extra Sunday, now I will do any thing to through it away.

 

They say that was then...

and I say this is Now.

regards

hopeless, j