Last love.

First love is overrated, all it gives you is goosebumps, blood rush, restlessness and so many other confused feelings. If anything, good comes out of it, is that you learn few tricks for later, few real-life lessons and you get one tiny step closer to understanding human relationships.

I am in my thirties now, and when I look back at my last ten years, since left home, half of it seems pointless, making me a different person. Now if that is for the good or the worst, not sure!

I will be able to answer that only in the end.

Also, another life event since I last wrote is, I got engaged,

Though our ship is still facing some turbulence, I am very positive we will get through it. That is the thing, when you finally meet that one person who you feel for and you can spend your life with, you are not restless any more.

I myself have asked it so many times to others about to get married and many ask me these days, that how do you know you are ready, or this is the one?

Well honestly, I don't, but I know for sure that I have never, and never will I connect with anyone like I connect with her. Sure, it is not always like in seventh haven, and in many ways, we are like apples and oranges, but mostly we are in tune and we look and sound perfect together.

I trust her the most, among anyone I have met ever before, and I am at peace when she is around. I am always excited to talk to her, because of which I mostly ruin the surprises, which I initially wanted them to be and she is adorable most of the time :P

All though we both have to grow up a lot more, she makes me an honest man and I would like to believe, I have and will always tried to keep her life before mine, in all my thoughts and as per what my experiences have taught me.

having crossed half of my life assuming they give me thirty more to go,

I could not be any more confident and weather we tie the knot or not,

she is and will always be my last love.