hi everyone .. gosh i took along leave ... didn't i..
aahh,, all that shifting to a new place consumed me, life, rejection, love, it all consumed me..
you know, in my mind m a very flexible person, but the lessons m going through is testing me for really a big deal now. The company i was proud of has kept me on hold, wants me to wait, my skills of no use cause no openings for it, my communication.. like i have british accent, i used to like it and the IBM rejected me because of it, they need someone neutral.
the love i was proud of, trust me i have just that with me.. seems going away..
what will you do if u don't have a social existence, and your partner will never admit to any one that she is yours ??
awwhh.. i had every thing figured out and now m fighting to reconstruct a figure..
aahh,, all that shifting to a new place consumed me, life, rejection, love, it all consumed me..
you know, in my mind m a very flexible person, but the lessons m going through is testing me for really a big deal now. The company i was proud of has kept me on hold, wants me to wait, my skills of no use cause no openings for it, my communication.. like i have british accent, i used to like it and the IBM rejected me because of it, they need someone neutral.
the love i was proud of, trust me i have just that with me.. seems going away..
what will you do if u don't have a social existence, and your partner will never admit to any one that she is yours ??
awwhh.. i had every thing figured out and now m fighting to reconstruct a figure..
"Late at night I'm still wide awake
And this is one more than I can take
I thought my heart could never break
Now I know that one big mistake "
i will try and keep it less tragic next time..
jey .. i dont wanna be hopeless anymore !!
You should be proud of your accent, I wish I had once, sometimes I speak that way though, simply because I like to say proper English words the right way. Hang in there. :)
ReplyDeleteBut since m not a British, it seems fake to others :(
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