hey all bloggers,
hows you, hope you r not the only one happy on earth

the hungry rabbit jumps ..

me and my thoughts, we have been falling all over.. is it ?
when i read, what i have written .. ha ha, i seriously do not understand, is that my grammar.. yes that is me !!

got my first salary, and i do not have the one, for whom wanted to earn all my life, and even after if possible..
well i do not even have me ha ha, in between all this Google increased the attachment size to 10gb from 25Mb now that is improvement, 400% ha ha...

jack off all, jumps ... and that to a lot and i am being unable to control the amount of  distractions and attractions,from the astrology to automobile to the fringe science from fiction to raw physics from history to the windows and linux..
what am i doing, ware m i going... one moment i want to learn the guitar the other create a wardrobe in a day, m not stupid.. just too lucid.

sleeping disorder, tummy malfunctioning .. wao.. the night shift is getting on my nerve now.. this work is not easy at all, pity the vampires.. poor little devils, every night food, days in a coffin ..

Despite of having a class full of colleagues, i still eat alone.. with that abrupt heart beat, because i miss you when i eat every day, each time.. your hands.. your fragrance, your presence.. seems like i will prefer eating alone all my life ..

their is some one i share a comfort zone with, but as usual do not know how far, Mr creator  has planed the the next electromagnetic surge for me ..!!

greetings
hopeless, jey     


  

good monings..

hey all bloggers..
what would be the word to define someone who keeps on leaving !!
i know it is not the best feeling to be on the staying end and watching every one leave, but trust me it is also not easy to be on the leaving end..
we meet people, different kinds off, wearing various faces, charming, annoying, confusing, blank !!

what about falling fore someone again, and holding yourself back again... i almost did ..
you never know what is coming your way, one of the cutest people, could face the most undesirable changes in their lives, and one of the simplest could get one of the most intertwined threads to solve..

aahan, preconceived or lets just say it is too early form an opinion about anyone anything.. better do not have any opinion for any thing, opinion is really a pain..

expecting, relating, feeling, sensing, again expecting and again feeling... the hurt-cycle never stops !!
it feels alone, very, when their is no one to wake up for or to stay awaken with..
after-mid-night roads, street dogs, fragrance of the stars and the twinkle of the wind in the night
that how my monings are,, good Monings :)
hopeless, jey

Ye Meraa Diivaanaapan Hai..

Ye Meraa Diivaanaapan Hai, Yaa Muhabbat Kaa Suruur

Tuu Na Pahachaane To Hai Ye, Terii Nazaro.N Kaa Qusuur

Ye Meraa Diivaanaapan Hai ...

Dil Ko Terii Hii Tamannaa, Dil Ko Hai Tujhase Hii Pyaar

Chaahe Tuu Aae Na Aae, Ham Kare.Nge I.Ntazaar

Ye Meraa Diivaanaapan Hai ...

Aise Viiraane Me.N Ik Din, Ghut Ke Mar Jaae.Nge Ham

Jitanaa Jii Chaahe Pukaaro, Phir Nahii.N Aae.Nge Ham

Ye Meraa Diivaanaapan Hai ...

Dil Se Tujhako Bedilii Hai, Mujhako Hai Dil Kaa Guruur

Tuu Ye Maane Ke Na Maane, Log Maane.Nge Zuruur...

I am..

For i am the first and the last

I am the venerated and the despised

I am the prostitute and the saint

I am the husband and the virgin

I am a father and the son

I am the arms of my father

I am barren and my children are many

I am the married and the bachelor

I am the one who gives birth and the one who never procreated

I am the consolation for the pain of birth

I am the husband and wife and it was i who created me

I am the father of my father, Brother of my wife

and he is my rejected son

always respect me

for i am shameful and magnificent..

--

Hymn to Isis, third or fourth century BC,

discovered in Nag Hammad

Regards, eleven minutes by Paulo Coelho

hopeless,jey

√ 3 ..

A lonely number like root three

I was sure that i will always be

The three is all that’s good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,

Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

your love for me has been renewed

starting all over again is not bad, because when you restart.. you get a chance to correct the wrong that has happened

weekdays, nights, life ..

Graveyard shifts
ahan.. my dinner is my lunch now, the lunch is the break fast taken after noon, and i guess the dinner got fragmented into uncountable numbers of espressos..
working in the night is what i come across very well, now the subconscious is creating hurdles..

well i have started working for a US base (INDIA) ltd. company in crazy timings, say the biological clocks needs 180 flip..
somehow  pulling it together, the broken peaces of ..

--

jey

please turn the lights off ..

We are meant to lose the people we love, other wise how to know how important they are for us, or ware for us. Some people are born to adjust, some to stay hopeful and some hopeless, some to love others to get loved and some always wait to feel it even the world claims the love was always their.

it is us who decides to give it all or to hold some things back, it is us to trust and get trusted, to respect and get respected. To feel what is ours and not to lose it, take care of it or to just take it for granted, to think we are always the correct once, or to rethink are we really ??

i wish you could change or stay the same, follow no rules like an independent dream, we can make the best or worst of things we come across, i hope you could make the best, see things differently, feel things you never felt before, have new experiences and grow up healthy !!

I hope you meet people with different point of view, and respect all those, i hope you have life you are proud of, and if you find that you didn't, you have the strength to start all over again and stay smiling as a star..

losing you is like, turning the lights off for me
greetings
jey

It's kinda funny how life can change, Can flip 180 in a matter of days ..

hi everyone .. gosh i took along leave ... didn't i..
aahh,, all that shifting to a new place consumed me, life, rejection, love, it all consumed me..

you know, in my mind m a very flexible person, but the lessons m going through is testing me for really a big deal now. The company i was proud of has kept me on hold, wants me to wait, my skills of no use cause no openings for it, my communication.. like i have british accent, i used to like it and the IBM rejected me because of it, they need someone neutral.
the love i was proud of, trust me i have just that with me.. seems going away..
what will you do if u don't have a social existence, and your partner will never admit to any one that she is yours ??

awwhh.. i had every thing figured out and now m fighting to reconstruct a figure..

"Late at night I'm still wide awake 

And this is one more than I can take 

I thought my heart could never break 

Now I know that one big mistake "

i will try and keep it less tragic next time..

jey .. i dont wanna be hopeless anymore !!

Every day is a journey, and the journey itself is home :)

Dear blogg, 

m shifting, "Again"... m shifting to Bangalore...

it is enough waiting for LNT info tech to call me up, i guess i should move on ..

and that to now

i will be leaving for Bangalore, tomorrow .. in search of my self.

it will be a completely new experience, i have almost no one their, never been to the place and it is one of the biggest metro's of the country..

big big place in every terms.

"Scared" !!

yes... a bit scared of this new now journey

The road of life twists and turns and no two directions are ever the same. Yet our lessons come from the journey, not the destination. 

i have been successful in mine till now, fingers crossed for next.

it is a three days by train route, so will get back to all my dearest visitors in three days, love you..

i don't know ware m going, but i like the direction !!

hopeless, jey 

allot inside, but why cant i write ??

Dear blogg...
devastated would be the correct state fo me now... family, job, love every thing that matters to me seems going away, seems mad on me and feels like i may not ever fix this up ...
allot inside but why cant i write :(

hopeless jey !!

Treat yourself right.

It's time to lavish yourself with the attention you deserve.
hopeless,jey 

we all know how those joint families end...

Dear blogg..
i grew up with a family of loved once, my grand father, grand mother, my father with his two brothers makes a terrific trio.. all cousins and owns together, my generation makes a total of four sisters and four brothers.

India, popular for its family bonding and love, does have a very darker side, ware these joint families end pathetic, i don't say each one is doomed to have the same fate but i guess all of them, i came across, ware unlucky !!

Ours Mine is about to broke too, my uncle wants to sell the family land ware i was born and grew up, to raise sum funds to be invested for his business. I got a new new angle to look at my home now, as just a peace of land, ha ha..
i guess, i am holding stupid sentimental values in 21st century...

later this week, while watching vampire diaries, ( for the fourth time now, all the episodes off all the three seasons, m obsessed, and ridiculesly bored ) so got inspired about that family journal and stuff, and thought if any one of my ancestors left any thing even close to that for me and the descendants coming after ...
i found that, my grand father from my mothers side was the last one who used to do so.. interesting cause i too am gonna rite..
and it would be even more if i could get few facts about one of the persons life history written by him self, who used to care too much for me, soon will be getting those journals.

miss you nana ji
hopeless,jey  (since every thing is being cut of these days, so is my name, which my grand paa gave me)

Sri jayant.

ClOwN

whole world calls me a clown

half of it is true, but half is false too

remove your glasses, and look again

world has changed, not me, the face is same old

I laughed at myself to make other laugh

I became a object/game in the fair

come in the fair

neither  Hindu nor Muslim not a Christian, 

neither Oriental nor Occidental

to laugh and make people laugh is my religion

push and pull, crowd and flow

so many people, yet my heart is alone

yet my heart is alone

if you feel sorry, just call out to me

but hey, don't fall for me

hopeless, jey

waiting forever

dear blogg..
how does it feels when your loved once don't agree with you any more, they do love you but they need a personal space, their own life on their own rules and actions..
and you still feel like you know better about and how should they live their life, and they don't even care that you might have not liked it, or it might have hurt you, way too complicated.. isn't it..

lets take this practically and straight forward, in what ever kind of family you have grown up,

Reached 1000 :P

Dear blogg..
and dearest visitors,..

yippee, my blogg reached one thousand hits today ... never thought to start even, now since i have.., wont stop..

got selected for job, but my company still testing the patience, after more than 8 months ..
no work, no one to share how i feel, else than few of my loved once..

mera golu, she is with me :) and my family.. as always in full support
but this really is not enough golu is bussy, sister bussy, mum and paa buzzy... all friends gone.. :(
got a java black book today, may be i could brush up a bit ... what to do with aaaaal this ultra free time !!

hope soon they will call me, wish me luck need it badly :( 

..?

Love all, trust a few...

- William Shakespeare-

Namastey ..

hows you all, please reply :(

i am sad today, my love thinks we are not the best couple in the world !!

Our love story is not like any one would dream about, too unusual, things which ware not meant to happen, they did, which you wont find sweet through any perspective, things which ware not planed, just happened.
She is at all times better than me, at making me feel how much she is with me, and for me. She has given me allot, i couldn't..

Once upon a time

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.

The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: 

"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:

"No, Dad. You hold my hand." 

"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. 

"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." 

-the little girl

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Why, what was it i couldn't stand up to, so that at least she would have felt, that we are the best, if no one else does??

i did hold on, even if you wanted to let go.. theories say that  i really tried my best to keep us alive, in the conditions i had to be in, or we had to be in..

Her eyes ask me why it's so hard to trust people, and i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.. she is bad at keeping them, she says i don't deserve her, i guess i might not or may be only i do..

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. Big words, with big effects when they come in action isn't it !!

Cuts, scars, bruises, lies and fake laughs. Fake smiles, constant cries and a horrifying past. Promises broken, lost loves.. and the “trust me” that didn't last. Ha Ha.. anhan...

once friend asked me why are you so madly in to some one like that..

i said something rehearsed back in my mind, this..

You see THAT girl, yeah her. 

She seems so invincible right. 

but just touch her & she'll flinch.

She has secrets & she trusts no one.

she's the perfect example of betrayal. 

cause everyone she trusted, broke her.

If she breaks me, and that soothes her pain by very little, m ready to be broken all over again and again and Again..

but what ever do i proclaim or feel..

Understanding and Respect is an important ingredient, and i guess we do have much of that, and you cant even imagine how much we talk about each other and don't even think of the extent about how into ...
no no, nooo communication gap, noo lies.. and all because of you golu :)

If you say you can trust someone then u r admitting to something even greater then love. Trust involves all your thoughts and emotions to be given to someone so they can have. Trusting someone is knowing that you can be hurt so bad that none can even know. This is why trust is a word of great power.

To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.
I can say I love to trust you.. and that is what i feel is the makings of a true relationship..
hopeless, jey

22years & 10moves..

Hi their..

i was browsing through the bloggers, and eventually got inspired to make list again.. a list of my all time super hits .. remember mine han ..

so the first one in the list is the AVATAR, is a 2009 American epic science fiction film written and directed by James Cameron, and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldana, Stephen Lang, Michelle Rodriguez, Joel David Moore, Giovanni Ribisi and Sigourney Weaver this one had something that really drives me off, not the technical part, obviously whole world knows that, but story, characters...  the unobtanium on Pandora,.. Eva, every thing adds to to the magic..

Next in the line is the all known THE TITANIC, Titanic is a 1997 American epic romantic disaster film directed, written, co-produced, and co-edited by James Cameron, again. A fictionalized account of the sinking of the RMS Titanic, it stars Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet as members of different social classes who fall in love aboard the ship during its ill-fated maiden voyage. this one is really very special to me, and to every one i guess who so ever saw it even once, Rose and Jack are unforgettable and they will never bore you ..

Waiting and me are very close frnds, may be thats because the next on my list is "WAITING FOR FOREVER", Waiting for Forever is a 2010 American romance film directed by James Keach, starring Rachel Bilson and Tom Sturridge. The film had a limited theatrical release beginning February 4, 2011. It was shot in Salt Lake City and Ogden, Utah..this film is fantastic, the dialogs and will... check out one of my pickups from the move.- " I am imagining a day were I get up, and I know that I will not see you, because you're far away. Okay, I will not see you, no chance, will not, And now, now I'm imagining a day when I get up and I know that I might see you. Okay might, could, maybe .. Of those two days, that's the day I want, that's the day I choose."- Will (Tom Sturridge). watch it you will like it if you ever have been in love and have done this waiting thing, foe the one who you do ..

The Indian Greek god, that is what they say these days.. GUZAARISH is the next and Fourth in tha list,.. yeeh i loved this one.. Guzaarish (Hindi: गुज़ारिश, English: Request) is a 2010 Hindi drama romance film directed by Sanjay Leela Bhansali, starring Hrithik Roshan and Aishwarya Rai in the lead roles. The film is produced by Sanjay Leela Bhansali and Ronnie Screwvala under the banner of SLB Films and UTV Motion Pictures.The first look of Guzaarish was released on 23 September 2010. The film was released on 19 November 2010. The film received critical acclaim and awards and nominations in all the leading award ceremonies of the country, though the film Commercially was considered as a flop. Hritik Roshan, just out did the acting standers,  i do not have any ideas why people didnt like it.

50 FIRST DATES is a 2004 American romantic comedy film directed by Peter Segal and written by George Wing. The film stars Adam Sandler as a woman-chasing veterinarian and Drew Barrymore as an amnesiac, along with Rob Schneider, Sean Astin, Lusia Strus, Blake Clark, and Dan Aykroyd. Most of the film was shot on location in Oahu, Hawaii on the Windward side and the North Shore. Sandler and Barrymore won an MTV award. This is the second of their two films to date as costars, the first being The Wedding Singer. The fictitious memory impairment suffered by Barrymore's character, Goldfield's Syndrome, is similar to short term memory loss and Anterograde amnesia.

It inspires you to love every day as your first with your loved once.. and i totally agree with what the film says.. "Nothing is better that the first Kiss ;)"..

The next in the list and the sixth one is "THE VOW",The Vow is a 2012 romantic drama film directed by Michael Sucsy, starring Rachel McAdams, Channing Tatum, Sam Neill, Scott Speedman and Jessica Lange. The film is based on the true story of Kim and Krickitt Carpenter. The Vow is based on the actual relationship of Kim and Krickitt Carpenter, who wrote a book about their marriage, also known as The Vow. Ten weeks after their wedding on 18 September 1993, the couple was in an automobile accident in which Krickitt suffered brain trauma, which erased memories of her romance with Kim as well as their recent marriage. Kim, however, was still madly in love with his wife, although she viewed him as a stranger after the accident. According to the couple, their faith in Jesus and their wedding vows before God, kept them together.. :) 

by now if you have started thinking that i watch just romantic and tragic once then please just a minute ..

because next in the list is my childhood favorite, "CASPER" Casper is a 1995 American comedy fantasy film starring Bill Pullman and Christina Ricci, based on the Casper the Friendly Ghost animated cartoons and comic books. The ghosts featured in the film were created through computer-generated imagery. The film was distributed by Universal Pictures. I love this move and it is on theseventh spot in my list.

Sir Amitabh Bachchan, the all time mega star in india with one of the best performances of auro, "PAA" (Hindi: पा, English: Father) is a 2009 Indian comedy-drama film directed by R. Balakrishnan (credited onscreen as R. Balki) starring Amitabh Bachchan, Abhishek Bachchan, and Vidya Balan. The film is based on a rare genetic condition known as progeria and places emphasis on a father-son relationship. Amitabh Bachchan and Abhishek Bachchan, in real life, are father and son respectively, but in Paa, they played opposite roles. The film was released worldwide on 4 Dec 2009. Veteran composer Ilaiyaraaja scored the music. The film was critically acclaimed and fared well at the box office. Amitabh Bachchan received his third National Film Award for Best Actor and his fifth Filmfare Best Actor Award and Vidya Balan got her first Filmfare Best Actress Award. Paa deals with a real medical condition that results in accelerated aging called progeria. Love the move and i watched it during my exams :P

Next and the ninth on my list is "SWADESH" Swades: We, the People (Hindi: स्वदेश, English: Homeland) is a 2004 Indian film written, produced and directed by Ashutosh Gowariker. The film stars Shahrukh Khan and debutante Gayatri Joshi. Although Swades was not commercially viable at the Indian box office, it was successful overseas and received universal critical acclaim and a cult following from Indian and other South Asian audiences around the world. The film was featured on Rediff's list of the 10 Best Bollywood Movies of the Decade. 

"Boond-Boond Milne Se Banta Ek Dariya Hai

Boond-Boond Sagar Hai Varna Yeh Sagar Kya Hai

Samjho Is Paheli Ko, Boond Ho Akeli To

Ek Boond Jaise Kuch Bhi Nahin

Hum Auron Ko Chhodein To, 

Moonh Sabse Hi Modein To

Tanha Rah Na JaYeh Dekho Hum Kahin

Kyon Na Bane Mil Ke Hum Dhaaraa"

This move was again not a very big success on box office and i again have no idea why ?????

the last and the Tenth on my list is a move on a novel by Nicholas Sparks. A Walk to Remember is a 2002 American coming-of-age teen romantic drama film.

The film stars Shane West and Mandy Moore, was directed by Adam Shankman, and produced by Denise Di Novi and Hunt Lowry for Warner Bros. The novel is set in the 1950s while the film is set in 1998. A sweet story told and a tragic end positively  inter prated, and the god news is it works :)

you might not agree, but let me know which one would you put on your list ..

Hopeless, jey !!

Bromance ;)

at Kutub (New Delhi, India)

" India is my mother, and all Indians are my brother and sisters "

remember those school day pledges, and our next lines ( strictly except one ) he he..

i hate my school.. but the college and the brothers ..
not been even an year, my college life.. oops :(, ended !! i am damn missing our bromance...

besty frnds, fights... running after the same girl ...
bunking classes, muveees ;), shere Punjab.. numerable and priceless.

 class rooms, teasing lecturers,.. nasfar gossips.., results, games.... ha ha ..
engineering , re-engineering ,..
copping, creating
                construction, imagination .......

yo man, hey babes..., chal hat saale..., pagle rulayega kya, dumbo, hathi, pelu, langra, topper, president, HOD ka champcha, mr singh, 
not getting ??
these are the most respected salutations we used fo each other..
miss all that :(

Hold me

To a promise that I'll be the kind of the friend that in the end

Will always keep you company

Because when the world gets tough

And times get hard

I will always love you, I'll be your bodyguard 

Cause you're my bestie, and if you test me

I'll prove it time and time again, I got your back until the end

A brotha from anotha motha.

in most heterosexual way, luv u bro's 

hopeless, jey

Touched 120 KMPH ;)

Gud nun its me, seems like m ready again, up loaded with new words in my hard disk..

the day was amazing, driving is not my forte, learned two wheeler at the age of 18 ..

trust me too late fo the kind of blood line i belong to.. :P

Bihar ( one of the frozen in time states of India and my birth place ) is quit notorious fo the roads we have.. 

My grand paa's village is around 50 kilometers on the national highway ( Prime minister Sir Shree Atal v. bajpai, planed fo the road's connecting the four corners of India, this ultra national highway passes through my city :D ) the country side area is beautiful as always, 

Breath taking... speed added to the addiction, mind said let go, cardiac was pumping high.. like the first kiss..

yeep in deed felt like the life is so powerful to challenge death, isn't it  ???

just put the headphone on, you wont need the the HORNS of the TwElVe wheeler just behind ...say game on... and VRooooom :P

was not alone, had Addicted Enrique with me, and the clouds ..

"Baby I'm addicted and out of control 

But you're the drug that keeps me from dying

Baby I'm a lair but all I really know 

Is you're the only reason I'm trying...."
gonna rain anytime, remember dare devil & electra.. in the rain, wish i could hear the 

sound waves hitting the wheels of the bike.. like the blue goddess from Neptune..

the road was empty, the world all mine.. speed no less, no negotiations ...

 "When you're lying next to me 

Love is going through to me 

O it's beautiful

Everything is clear to me 

Till I hit reality"

life keeps us hitting with the florescent stones

amused with the roads, the village one is still the same old bricks rock road..  

and the man on the bike in the image is my grate grand paa :)

hopeless, jey.. 

:(

falling short of words..
hopeless,jey.

correcting mistakes..

hi all bloggers...

its me again   HU Ha ha HA ha Ha...

Kuch naya ho he nahi raha.. kya likhu..

the state is still the same .. new over bridges big time failure in cntrling the trafic..

place still struggling with prostitution, curruption.. sheeezz...ye likhu,,, 

my dear government.. y don't u correct ur mistakes !!!

well well..

let me tel u a story.. not really all time super hit yet... deserves to be told... 

Priya married Hitesh this day. At the end of the wedding party,

Priya's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook.

With Rs.1000 deposit amount.

Mother: Priya, take this passbook. Keep it as a record of your marriage life.

When there's something happy and memorable happened in your new life, put some money in.

Write down what it's about next to the line.

The more memorable the event is, the more money you can put in.

I've done the first one for you today.

Do the others with Hitesh.

When you look back after years, you can know how much happiness you've had.'

Priya shared this with Hitesh when getting home.

They both thought it was a great idea and were anxious to know when the second deposit can be made.

This was what they did after certain time:

- 7 Feb: Rs.100, first birthday celebration for Hitesh after marriage

- 1 Mar: Rs.300, salary raise for Priya

- 20 Mar: Rs.200, vacation trip to Bali

- 15 Apr: Rs.2000, Priya got pregnant

- 1 Jun: Rs.1000, Hitesh got promoted

.... and so on...

However, after years, they started fighting and arguing for trivial things.

They didn't talk much.

They regretted that they had married the most nasty people in the world.... no more love...

Kind of typical nowadays, huh?

One day Priya talked to her 

Mother:

'Mom, we can't stand it anymore. We agree to divorce.

I can't imagine how I decided to marry this guy!!!'

Mother: 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal.

Just do whatever you want if you really can't stand it.

But before that, do one thing first.

Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your wedding day?

Take out all money and spend it first.

You shouldn't keep any record of such a poor marriage.'

Priya thought it was true.

So she went to the bank, waiting at the queue and planning to cancel the account.

While she was waiting, she took a look at the passbook record. 

She looked, and looked, and looked.

Then the memory of all the previous joy and happiness just came up her mind.

Her eyes were then filled with tears.

She left and went home.

When she was home, she handed the passbook to Hitesh, asked him to spend the money before getting divorce.

The next day, Hitesh gave the passbook back to Priya.

She found a new deposit of Rs.5000. And a line next to the record:

'This is the day I notice how much I've loved you thru out all these years.

How much happiness you've brought me.'

They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe.

Do you know how much money they had saved when they retired?

I did not ask.

I believe the money did not matter any more after they had gone thru all the good years in their life.

"When you fall, in any way, Don't see the place where you fell, Instead see the place from where you slipped.

Life is'nt about crying mistakes, it is about correcting mistakes."

                                                                     isnt'it ... hope so :P

                                                                            hopeless, jey..

What is life for you...

Hey frnds, hi.. hows life... mine is a bit.. hear only with these words..


confuse into various eggs, when i was rest less.. appointed for LNT and and not getting my joining dates, frnds already started working, parents say stay at home, and my love says go away..


that is life, my life, sometimes missing those kisses and hugs to be hanged till death by the rope of long distance, future, surroundings, past and logistics of a princess..
some times...





it feeling like m the red, sad, lonely ball in the mob of many apparently happy and together yellows.. 

some how the princess, asked .........What is life for u ??
boom.. 
i asked myself is that a question ?


i said allot of my all time boring philosophy, she said nice, i said what will u answer..
she said... "its me, n me, u, maa and paa " :)
hopeless cried, 


i said.. hey jey, no, she gave you your life back.. !!




yours.. 
hopeless,jey

Driving home :P

me

guuuuud moning....
hey all my luvin frnds...

engineering finished, i have a job, approximately.;)
..wao.. its amazzzzin to feel this educated and employed ..me
landed home, this is haven with mumma and paa...live seems so easy, so not requiring of hard work.. i know - i know .. the party wont last to long..
princess i still miss u alot, no matter how so super flop our story was... frnds donno will be seeing u when and if yes.. 


waala..guys __
engineering is done.. jey is a computer engineer now, and that too approximately ;)

last day of the college :)

Hey all bloggers, hows life people

must be rocking the.......... either way,, hai na ;)

well 15th, yesterday precisely was the last day of my college life..

sad ??? naaah... i hate my college ..

yet a pinch was required .. and i was alone to pinch my self as always.

when we treat people very special should we expect the same, not necessarily, and i don't even opt it... but can i expect a non general treatment... let it be  ,...

i have learned it "if u have a life. put ur people into it... never put ur life into people, no matter how so special they are".... 

well alone is not a bad word, at least this frnd will never treat u general... until u yourself made someone prior to it..

u cant leave yourself alone, until...

"you are not with you"..

hopeless, jey :P