Wednesday, 20 February 2013

When I'm gone..

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
 
When I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking for your smile
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel my pain
Just smile back...

Saturday, 16 February 2013

Welcome to IMS, you are with jey...

 
Have you ever asked yourself this question “Why does this guy earn this much in an IMS, while I work my ass off in the office and still don’t get half as much as he does?” Well, think again!
Many often think that being a IMS agent is a breeze, walk in, talk for a couple of hours, have a couple of cigarettes, go drink with friends after shift and go home, and get a huge paycheck on payday. This is the common thinking amongst those earn work for a living, compared to those who earn to maintain their lifestyle.

Little do people know that there are a lot of sacrifices needed to gain so much. Sleep, family time, and sometimes relationships. The most common is sleep, since most IMSs operate during the night to match the time in the country of which their clients do business. It is scientifically proven that sleep is best taken during the night since this is the normal behavior of the human body.

The second is not being able to spend as much time for the family for those who have children or are taking care of other family members. And third is sacrificing one’s relationship to focus on earning more and being able to have a fruitful career in the industry.

These may look like simple sacrifices but if you look at it closer and try putting yourself in their shoes, you would realize what these people are losing to gain or maintain the current lifestyle in which most IMS agents live. It is now very common to meet someone at an exclusive bar or club and ask where they work or what they do and they would generally say in a IMS. The industry not only provides opportunities for people to sustain a living for their families, but also open up new horizons for some.

I have asked around and came across several individuals who work in the industry and asked them what difference did they had from when they worked in a conventional office job and the benefits they have received from working in a IMS. One technical support agent said “I have worked in an IT company before, where I worked the same number of hours, I definitely worked my ass off and even got to the point that I almost drove myself crazy from the load that I had, I didn’t have time to go out even during Saturday nights, since I would devote myself to sleep and rest the whole weekend.

Now, I work the number of hours, but I definite don’t have as much burden on my shoulders and I call it as Infra structure management services. The only downside is that when I get home I feel alone on earth, when I wake up to go to work my world is already asleep. The only time I get to spend time with them is during the week off which again is never on the same days every time.”
Talking with few of the finest, funniest, different cultures, age groups, very intelligent and sometimes very angry voices from United States, united Kingdome, Russia, China, France, Australia and all around the world..

Every time a new trouble, a virus,
or corrupted windows account,
a router not working or a network not found!!
thank you for visiting, learning life
have a gud day, and you were with jey..   

Monday, 4 February 2013

Amen omen...

What started as a whisper, slowly turned into a scream
Searching for an answer, where the question is unseen
I don't know where you came from, and I don't know where you've gone
Old friends become old strangers between darkness and the dawn

Amen omen, will I see your face again?
Amen omen, can I find the place within to live my life without you?

I still hear you saying, "All of life is chance"
And is sweetest, is sweetest when at a glance
But I live, I live a hundred, hundred life times in a day
But I die a little in every breath that I take

Amen omen, will I see your face again?
Amen omen, can I find the place within to live my life without you?

I listen to a whisper slowly drift away
Silence is a loudest parting word you never say
I put, I put your world into my reins
And now a voiceless sympathy is all that remains

Amen omen, will I see your face again?
Amen omen, can I find the place within to live my life without you?

Thursday, 17 January 2013

Forever isn't long enough

There are moments in my life that I'll always remember, not because they were important, but because you were there in them. Because of you... I laugh a little harder, cry a little less, and smile a little more. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
When you thought I was not trusting, you were so wrong, baby, I was loving you.
 
Its weird how sometimes things just have to happen to see how you actually feel about someone.
We only think that you are immune to feelings. And the most unlikely person could reduce you to tears, laughter, or spontaneous declarations of love.
Today someone asked me, "Do you think it's possible to love a person forever?"
I didn't know what to say, but then I thought of you, I knew it was true.
and my hopeless answer,
"Forever isn't long enough.".

Sunday, 6 January 2013

Happy New Year..

2013.. my new year, and i was working.. 
well work was my priority.. or say i could not help, it was forced !!

We all, in our own ways give or expect priorities .. to goals, to feelings, to achievements, to relations, to people to our selves.

one of the biggest of all the expectations, you will face or will put in for ur loved once..
i suggest, do not put them in trouble..
checklist..! can i be the the number one on your's..

Stay Safe, Stay Healthy, wish you
A very happy new year
Hopeless jey ;)



Tuesday, 11 December 2012

hey all bloggers,
hows you, hope you r not the only one happy on earth

Sunday, 2 December 2012

the hungry rabbit jumps ..

me and my thoughts, we have been falling all over.. is it ?
when i read, what i have written .. ha ha, i seriously do not understand, is that my grammar.. yes that is me !!

got my first salary, and i do not have the one, for whom wanted to earn all my life, and even after if possible..
well i do not even have me ha ha, in between all this Google increased the attachment size to 10gb from 25Mb now that is improvement, 400% ha ha...

jack off all, jumps ... and that to a lot and i am being unable to control the amount of  distractions and attractions,from the astrology to automobile to the fringe science from fiction to raw physics from history to the windows and linux..
what am i doing, ware m i going... one moment i want to learn the guitar the other create a wardrobe in a day, m not stupid.. just too lucid.

sleeping disorder, tummy malfunctioning .. wao.. the night shift is getting on my nerve now.. this work is not easy at all, pity the vampires.. poor little devils, every night food, days in a coffin ..

Despite of having a class full of colleagues, i still eat alone.. with that abrupt heart beat, because i miss you when i eat every day, each time.. your hands.. your fragrance, your presence.. seems like i will prefer eating alone all my life ..

their is some one i share a comfort zone with, but as usual do not know how far, Mr creator  has planed the the next electromagnetic surge for me ..!!

greetings
hopeless, jey