Saturday, 11 February 2012

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Let me tell you a L story

A legendary tale full of elan and glory.
She's a girl in a pretty pink gown,
He's her prince charming from tinsel town.
What happens 'Jab They Met'?
On each other their eyes are set.
Their fluttering heart beats out of control,
A home run, a kick,a score,a goal!!
In slow motion the wind blows her hair,
Cupid strikes love is in the air.
From the corner of her eye she steals a glance,
Imagines them together doing ball dance.
Oops!!Dancing on street;stumbles,she trips,
She gasps!Her hand he firmly grips.
I won't let you fall my lady,
Falling for her slow and steady.
And begins the saga of incomprehensible talks,
Round and round the aimless walks.
Inseparable they are like the moth from flame,
Saxophones and guitar play in background they claim.
Each others sentences they unknowing complete ,
A look at each other & their heart skips a beat. Beneath the starry skies he holds her hand, Promises enclosed in a golden band. And down he goes on bended wobbly knees, A ring in hand,"Will You Marry Me Please"?
She says "YES" & he leans in for a kiss, A slap on the back,something is amiss !!
Working from home,drooling on the table, It's her husband not the prince from the fable. A friendly slap and shes jolted into reality, The side effect of work and it's cruelty. He's concerned, "Any Thing Wrong My Dear"!?
"Nothing My Prince Charming,Come Sit Near". And so they open their laptops and work together ,
Aiyyo !! So romantic,perfect! nothing could be better !!!!! :P

a boy-tha rebounce- turning man ;)



Bhusawal ,Electric Energy & the charm of frenzy,monsoon sweep streets neon light & impossible dream z, hearts carelessly crushed under steletose the real escalator moving at brakeneck speed.
bhusawal, buzzing by day, pulsating by night ware no young can drive the quintessential free independent life,the City i adopted & the city that adopted me where i discovered who i was & began to dream that were i want my Life to be.

What does a girl means when she says she Loves you & she always will,
if she means what she says why would she bread up with you in the first place,
is this just a way of making you feel better about bring dumbed or their is a faint possibility that she may come back just forget  she says,
just forget as she forgot me & the Beautifull Moments we had by i cant discard my feelings, I want you back, and desperately .
Everything is a burning richs my Love Life, Carrier, Job everything.

Everyone grows up with a Fairy take, for me 23 & i guess its time to stop believing on fairy tales.
Why do we always want the Girl who don’t wants us and don’t want the girl who wants us.
May be i think i would rewind the clock & rewrite the Story.
I guess i believe in meracles,but i can hardly say whats wrong & what Correct,true, valid & Persuasive.

Real Life is Confusing, Nothing is like black or white. X-Girlfriend are irresistible, m leaving the college don’t have a job & a depressed mood on the Rebound is turning into many more.
Are all Girls essentially papa's princess now, well do we know the Women in our life?
Once you fail in the creation, you go through many questions, mirror lies, i m smart & handsome m i ,only what i do,& what is Love.
Myth:-23 year old boy Find 19 year old Girl Attractive.
Truth:-23 year old boys find 28 year old women more attractive.

broken hearts can be mended, all it takes few night of drunk and drive ,few nights of Pillows but no tears, no matter how hard you try u cant, coz men are bad at it.

the real solution to a broken heart of course is another Girls, well other girls..
well better still a make over.
A suit & a strong work & you will feel you are a tiger again
When i wake up the next morning & realize it is just another regular day & you put your life on hold until you take out the wolf Again.

23 or not we all are looking for happiness but perhaps at wrong places.

selected or rejected $ still trying... ;)

Zindgi ke safar me guzar jaate hai jo makaam, fir nahi aate...
waiting for results... H.C.L ....fingers crossed ;)

Thursday, 5 January 2012

Don't you dare sleep tonight, else you wont be seeing the sun tomorrow...

Hi everyone, 
Wish you all a very happy new year 2012... and all wish that all of us could really complete it..
oh yeah m back, Wo kya hai na...oops sorry, since because have become a real life zips-y since last three and a half years...  just was on a move again.. yes m home these days and soon will be back at college to finish it off, for one last time..

well let it be.. i was amassed to know some thing this evening, in the list of rummers gonna come this year, i hope so, the first one is - IF YOU WILL SLEEP , YOU WILL BE TURNED INTO ICE !!

oh come oon, is that how tha man kind gonna end ??

holly crap... despite literacy rate growth to 75.06% in 2011 from 12% at the end of British rule in 1947 in India we still fall for such superstition ... Jesus, i don't know what's wrong, will you ballleeve that many of the houses have not slept for last three nights in my locality ...

huh.. i could not do much, but just inspired by the one line of an add these days " If it irritates us so much, we should change it"  i went and tried convincing these people that it is not true, it cant be, coz the nights they have been awaken... i was sleeping... remember "Superstition gives birth to fear, and fear to superstition", but as usual, i could not ....m a failure again... but still i can hear my country shouting HELP and it's really loud.

hey...ja just cocentrate   can you hear it  ?????  

try try.. awaaz ayegi 
till then chao ;)

Sunday, 27 November 2011

My inner stillness..

hi friends..

Have you ever felt like, some of the issues confronting you now are in making peace with the past and coming to terms with any karmic debts you may have accrued in this life.
I am feeling..
Some suggest a backward walk or a review of each day and then letting go of any negative--perhaps, if needed, a correction in thinking may be all that is necessary. Of course, nature might appreciate a backward look more often.
Sometimes an oil change, a toss of a piece of paper, an aluminum can or a gum wrapper can all have a ripple effect on our lives--for a long time in the future--recycle.
Should i look into a more natural way to care for my garden or to get rid of the bugs in my home. Unconventional approaches to philosophy, religion, law and politics come to play, but to relationships ?

help me out with the answer.. coz i cant even get my question ..

Regards..
hopeless, jey...

Friday, 25 November 2011

theory of everything.......!!

hello hello friends....

Worlds most eminent scientist alive Sir Stephen Hawking says..
 " A set of equations that described every particle and force in the entire universe will be the exact definition of god, It would be the ultimate triumph of human reason – for then we should know the mind of God"
he dose not really seems to be a guy who is in god too much, one of her thoughts say  'There is no heaven; it's a fairy story' .


but can their be a theory of everything ? A thought, an equation, a perception or something which could define everything..
like god does, the region for everything, ....


from the beaning of universe by the big-bang, or the end of dinosaurs, or the classical questions of life after death, why are we hear.. woohoo
questions, question.... and m asking for just one solution.. the solution which could answer everything, which could simplify every complication...


if the answer is no....!!
then it will force me to think again about my trust on god..!!
and if it is yes....!!
what about the answer of a question, Sir Stephen Hawking gave...
"Why are we here?"
He says that, tiny quantum fluctuations in the very early universe became the seeds from which galaxies, stars, and ultimately human life emerged. "Science predicts that many different kinds of universe will be spontaneously created out of nothing. It is a matter of chance which we are in,"


m not revoking the old since v/s god war.. but just a point.. a question ..
if their is a god who is the creator, developer and destroyer of everything, 
is he also the theory of everything... !!


think if my question is worth, else let it be.. cause i have many more..
will be back soon..
Regards..
Hopeless, jey ;)










Thursday, 24 November 2011

Being unconditional...!

hi all bloggers..

what's up.. ohk i know no one is gonna reply yet had to ask..
have to share this experience of waiting without knowing the outcome.. and not known even the state of what you are waiting for..
want me to be clear ??
it's her birthday today, she is a bit angry and i admit that the mistake was mine tried alot but the cell was out of network at midnight, soo sent a text and no reply, again a text, "called her to meet" and no reply waiting for reply since last three and a half hour cant wait any more, finally one more text "i will wait for you in the audi" and guess what.....
............
no reply ..!!
rit now m in the audi,now it is 2:10pm its been 1 hour approximately and no trace of her.. but i know she will come..
what do you guys think .. ?
I wished that our Hi's could be sweetest and good bye's the most difficult, but she was the most beautiful Hi and the most Unexpected good-bye, and m still trying it to cancel it out... and replay my past days over again.
hey.. if i will keep writing i would make a book untill the college hours end so i will navigate to the other browser tab for a while..

2:28.. still no show .. ohk.. i will wait..  !!
hey all the kids never waist time if u will time will waist you, " m doing my image processing convolution theorem side by side" so respect time and it will respect you..
Standing is a big problem.. but ware to sit, audi is a mess today...

well well, 2:53pm she did not came yet... i know one thing "A Hope never dies" and one more thing
"F(f (t) g(t)) = F(f (t))F(g(t))" is the convolution theorem ha ha.. :)
i have started to break down.. standing since last two hours, at lest a text pleeez... cant you hear me !!

3:20 pm two hours and ten minutes for the college to end and two hours and 21 minutes since i have been waiting ..
a sudden question strikes me that, does she know that m waiting... but i texted her, should i again, m i thinking too much, she must be knowing that m waiting, seriously, my mind is playing tricks on me lately ...

you know the college's furniture work is going on in hear and that drill's noise is pissing me off,WTF
wait some one is on the stairs....


:(  naa.. some one else !!

4:05 Pm i texted again few minute before " It's been two hours waiting ..." and no reply yet ....
till now you guys must have started thinking that i am an emotional fool.. haven't you ...
see what can be the worst, she will not come ? ooh.. that really will be the worst....
what if she is not carrying her phone with her,... we should be positive with our attitude... as my friend nikhil said in his blog....it brings happiness.. m still waiting for mine ..

4:30 guys one more hour for college to be closed, i can see people passing by on the way from the audi's door they give me a look, wave at me and me too and continue, with their journey..    but ware did i got stuck
standing still since last three and a half hours now

4:48, i think hope may not die, but it can be killed... mine is being... nikhil.. would u still stick to the theory of happy life with positive attitude.... i

5:00pm everyone is leaving the college is about to be closed, i should try to call, " the person you are trying is not responding at the movement- the IVR replied,she did not pick i should leave...

i came out of the audi all most every one is gone, but its only five yaar, should i wait 30 more minutes... yes i will... i went back to the audi....

5:30...  what should i do now.. she did not came

what to do with these flowers, what to do of these chocolates and this bloody card........
the pain is not that i waited for so long, the pain is she dose not care at all...

but why did not ??

will let u know when i will come to..
till then regards
hopeless, jey......




Declearation: above story is a work of fiction, it does not have any relation with reality.... ;)