Tuesday, 17 July 2012

correcting mistakes..







hi all bloggers...
its me again   HU Ha ha HA ha Ha...




Kuch naya ho he nahi raha.. kya likhu..
the state is still the same .. new over bridges big time failure in cntrling the trafic..
place still struggling with prostitution, curruption.. sheeezz...ye likhu,,, 
my dear government.. y don't u correct ur mistakes !!!

well well..

let me tel u a story.. not really all time super hit yet... deserves to be told... 
Priya married Hitesh this day. At the end of the wedding party,
Priya's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook.
With Rs.1000 deposit amount.

Mother: Priya, take this passbook. Keep it as a record of your marriage life.
When there's something happy and memorable happened in your new life, put some money in.
Write down what it's about next to the line.
The more memorable the event is, the more money you can put in.
I've done the first one for you today.
Do the others with Hitesh.
When you look back after years, you can know how much happiness you've had.'
Priya shared this with Hitesh when getting home.
They both thought it was a great idea and were anxious to know when the second deposit can be made.
This was what they did after certain time:

- 7 Feb: Rs.100, first birthday celebration for Hitesh after marriage
- 1 Mar: Rs.300, salary raise for Priya
- 20 Mar: Rs.200, vacation trip to Bali
- 15 Apr: Rs.2000, Priya got pregnant
- 1 Jun: Rs.1000, Hitesh got promoted
.... and so on...

However, after years, they started fighting and arguing for trivial things.
They didn't talk much.
They regretted that they had married the most nasty people in the world.... no more love...
Kind of typical nowadays, huh?
One day Priya talked to her 
Mother:
'Mom, we can't stand it anymore. We agree to divorce.
I can't imagine how I decided to marry this guy!!!'

Mother: 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal.
Just do whatever you want if you really can't stand it.
But before that, do one thing first.
Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your wedding day?
Take out all money and spend it first.
You shouldn't keep any record of such a poor marriage.'

Priya thought it was true.
So she went to the bank, waiting at the queue and planning to cancel the account.
While she was waiting, she took a look at the passbook record. 
She looked, and looked, and looked.
Then the memory of all the previous joy and happiness just came up her mind.
Her eyes were then filled with tears.
She left and went home.
When she was home, she handed the passbook to Hitesh, asked him to spend the money before getting divorce.


The next day, Hitesh gave the passbook back to Priya.
She found a new deposit of Rs.5000. And a line next to the record:
'This is the day I notice how much I've loved you thru out all these years.
How much happiness you've brought me.'
They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe.
Do you know how much money they had saved when they retired?
I did not ask.
I believe the money did not matter any more after they had gone thru all the good years in their life.

"When you fall, in any way, Don't see the place where you fell, Instead see the place from where you slipped.
Life is'nt about crying mistakes, it is about correcting mistakes."

                                                                     isnt'it ... hope so :P
                                                                            hopeless, jey..

Thursday, 12 July 2012

What is life for you...


Hey frnds, hi.. hows life... mine is a bit.. hear only with these words..


confuse into various eggs, when i was rest less.. appointed for LNT and and not getting my joining dates, frnds already started working, parents say stay at home, and my love says go away..


that is life, my life, sometimes missing those kisses and hugs to be hanged till death by the rope of long distance, future, surroundings, past and logistics of a princess..
some times...





it feeling like m the red, sad, lonely ball in the mob of many apparently happy and together yellows.. 



some how the princess, asked .........What is life for u ??
boom.. 
i asked myself is that a question ?


i said allot of my all time boring philosophy, she said nice, i said what will u answer..
she said... "its me, n me, u, maa and paa " :)
hopeless cried, 


i said.. hey jey, no, she gave you your life back.. !!




yours.. 
hopeless,jey

Wednesday, 20 June 2012

Driving home :P

me
guuuuud moning....
hey all my luvin frnds...

engineering finished, i have a job, approximately.;)
..wao.. its amazzzzin to feel this educated and employed ..me
landed home, this is haven with mumma and paa...live seems so easy, so not requiring of hard work.. i know - i know .. the party wont last to long..
princess i still miss u alot, no matter how so super flop our story was... frnds donno will be seeing u when and if yes.. 


waala..guys __
engineering is done.. jey is a computer engineer now, and that too approximately ;)

Friday, 15 June 2012

last day of the college :)

Hey all bloggers, hows life people
must be rocking the.......... either way,, hai na ;)

well 15th, yesterday precisely was the last day of my college life..
sad ??? naaah... i hate my college ..
yet a pinch was required .. and i was alone to pinch my self as always.
when we treat people very special should we expect the same, not necessarily, and i don't even opt it... but can i expect a non general treatment... let it be  ,...
i have learned it "if u have a life. put ur people into it... never put ur life into people, no matter how so special they are".... 

well alone is not a bad word, at least this frnd will never treat u general... until u yourself made someone prior to it..
u cant leave yourself alone, until...


"you are not with you"..

hopeless, jey :P

Thursday, 14 June 2012

Ware was this moment of mine..



hEy every one..
experiences... can words reflect it...
coz they dont feel.., we do...

Still, somewhere inside me,

there is a little life remaining..
A new heartbeat came up,
I got to know that I am still alive..
Some such tenacity 
is there in this moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little..
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while.


(as if) the body burning down in the sun
got the shade of a tree,
like the smile of an angry kid
came back on a little cajoling..
something like that is what my heart is feeling now,
on the years old wounds, there is some balm applied
some such mercy is there in this moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little..
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while..

like a kite with broken string
was this life of mine,
today I'm there, whether tomorrow takes place (for me) or not (is not known),
was my story everyday.. 
now a new bond calls me from behind,
why does a worry for tomorrow trouble me,
such a prickle is there in this moment,
where was this moment of mine..
now it's in front of me,
should I die or should I live a little..
should I kiss joys,
or should I cry a little,
should I die or live for a while..

tried, but still asking me.. can words explain me ??
yours... 
hopleless, jey  :P

Tuesday, 12 June 2012

The Kuekuatsu..



                                                                                      She: Why the moon is so lonely?
me: Why?
She: Because she used to have a lover.
me: You tell this to the kids?
She: No.
She: His name was Kuekuatsu and they lived in the spirit world together.
me: Oh, this is a true story.
She: Mm-hm. And every night, they would wander the skies together. But, one of the other spirits was jealous. Trickster wanted the Moon for himself. So he told Kuekuatsu that the Moon had asked for flowers; he told him to come to our world and pick her some wild roses. But Kuekuatsu didn’t know that once you leave the spirit world, you can never go back. And every night, he looks up in the sky and sees the Moon and howls her name. But… he can never touch her again.

i thought u r my moon and i am your....

hopeless, Kuekuatsu.. 

Sunday, 27 May 2012

you are insensitive, u do not care, u hurt me on purpose every time and u say u love me....

what is it, u say u want me to go away..
u want me to hate u..
i hate my self, that i do the opposite ... and that too even more than my life !!


hopeless, jey :(