Friday, 31 August 2012

waiting forever

dear blogg..
how does it feels when your loved once don't agree with you any more, they do love you but they need a personal space, their own life on their own rules and actions..
and you still feel like you know better about and how should they live their life, and they don't even care that you might have not liked it, or it might have hurt you, way too complicated.. isn't it..

lets take this practically and straight forward, in what ever kind of family you have grown up,

Wednesday, 29 August 2012

Reached 1000 :P

Dear blogg..
and dearest visitors,..
yippee, my blogg reached one thousand hits today ... never thought to start even, now since i have.., wont stop..

got selected for job, but my company still testing the patience, after more than 8 months ..
no work, no one to share how i feel, else than few of my loved once..

mera golu, she is with me :) and my family.. as always in full support
but this really is not enough golu is bussy, sister bussy, mum and paa buzzy... all friends gone.. :(
got a java black book today, may be i could brush up a bit ... what to do with aaaaal this ultra free time !!

hope soon they will call me, wish me luck need it badly :( 

Saturday, 25 August 2012

..?

Love all, trust a few...
- William Shakespeare-
Namastey ..
hows you all, please reply :(
i am sad today, my love thinks we are not the best couple in the world !!
Our love story is not like any one would dream about, too unusual, things which ware not meant to happen, they did, which you wont find sweet through any perspective, things which ware not planed, just happened.
She is at all times better than me, at making me feel how much she is with me, and for me. She has given me allot, i couldn't..
Once upon a time
A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: 
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand." 
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. 
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." 
-the little girl

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Why, what was it i couldn't stand up to, so that at least she would have felt, that we are the best, if no one else does??
i did hold on, even if you wanted to let go.. theories say that  i really tried my best to keep us alive, in the conditions i had to be in, or we had to be in..
Her eyes ask me why it's so hard to trust people, and i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.. she is bad at keeping them, she says i don't deserve her, i guess i might not or may be only i do..
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. Big words, with big effects when they come in action isn't it !!

Cuts, scars, bruises, lies and fake laughs. Fake smiles, constant cries and a horrifying past. Promises broken, lost loves.. and the “trust me” that didn't last. Ha Ha.. anhan...

once friend asked me why are you so madly in to some one like that..
i said something rehearsed back in my mind, this..


You see THAT girl, yeah her. 
She seems so invincible right. 
but just touch her & she'll flinch.
She has secrets & she trusts no one.
she's the perfect example of betrayal. 
cause everyone she trusted, broke her.
If she breaks me, and that soothes her pain by very little, m ready to be broken all over again and again and Again..
but what ever do i proclaim or feel..

Understanding and Respect is an important ingredient, and i guess we do have much of that, and you cant even imagine how much we talk about each other and don't even think of the extent about how into ...
no no, nooo communication gap, noo lies.. and all because of you golu :)

If you say you can trust someone then u r admitting to something even greater then love. Trust involves all your thoughts and emotions to be given to someone so they can have. Trusting someone is knowing that you can be hurt so bad that none can even know. This is why trust is a word of great power.

To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved.
I can say I love to trust you.. and that is what i feel is the makings of a true relationship..
hopeless, jey


Tuesday, 14 August 2012

22years & 10moves..

Hi their..
i was browsing through the bloggers, and eventually got inspired to make list again.. a list of my all time super hits .. remember mine han ..
so the first one in the list is the AVATAR, is a 2009 American epic science fiction film written and directed by James Cameron, and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldana, Stephen Lang, Michelle Rodriguez, Joel David Moore, Giovanni Ribisi and Sigourney Weaver this one had something that really drives me off, not the technical part, obviously whole world knows that, but story, characters...  the unobtanium on Pandora,.. Eva, every thing adds to to the magic..

Next in the line is the all known THE TITANIC, Titanic is a 1997 American epic romantic disaster film directed, written, co-produced, and co-edited by James Cameron, again. A fictionalized account of the sinking of the RMS Titanic, it stars Leonardo DiCaprio and Kate Winslet as members of different social classes who fall in love aboard the ship during its ill-fated maiden voyage. this one is really very special to me, and to every one i guess who so ever saw it even once, Rose and Jack are unforgettable and they will never bore you ..

Waiting and me are very close frnds, may be thats because the next on my list is "WAITING FOR FOREVER", Waiting for Forever is a 2010 American romance film directed by James Keach, starring Rachel Bilson and Tom Sturridge. The film had a limited theatrical release beginning February 4, 2011. It was shot in Salt Lake City and Ogden, Utah..this film is fantastic, the dialogs and will... check out one of my pickups from the move.- " I am imagining a day were I get up, and I know that I will not see you, because you're far away. Okay, I will not see you, no chance, will not, And now, now I'm imagining a day when I get up and I know that I might see you. Okay might, could, maybe .. Of those two days, that's the day I want, that's the day I choose."- Will (Tom Sturridge). watch it you will like it if you ever have been in love and have done this waiting thing, foe the one who you do ..

The Indian Greek god, that is what they say these days.. GUZAARISH is the next and Fourth in tha list,.. yeeh i loved this one.. Guzaarish (Hindi: गुज़ारिश, English: Request) is a 2010 Hindi drama romance film directed by Sanjay Leela Bhansali, starring Hrithik Roshan and Aishwarya Rai in the lead roles. The film is produced by Sanjay Leela Bhansali and Ronnie Screwvala under the banner of SLB Films and UTV Motion Pictures.The first look of Guzaarish was released on 23 September 2010. The film was released on 19 November 2010. The film received critical acclaim and awards and nominations in all the leading award ceremonies of the country, though the film Commercially was considered as a flop. Hritik Roshan, just out did the acting standers,  i do not have any ideas why people didnt like it.

50 FIRST DATES is a 2004 American romantic comedy film directed by Peter Segal and written by George Wing. The film stars Adam Sandler as a woman-chasing veterinarian and Drew Barrymore as an amnesiac, along with Rob Schneider, Sean Astin, Lusia Strus, Blake Clark, and Dan Aykroyd. Most of the film was shot on location in Oahu, Hawaii on the Windward side and the North Shore. Sandler and Barrymore won an MTV award. This is the second of their two films to date as costars, the first being The Wedding Singer. The fictitious memory impairment suffered by Barrymore's character, Goldfield's Syndrome, is similar to short term memory loss and Anterograde amnesia.
It inspires you to love every day as your first with your loved once.. and i totally agree with what the film says.. "Nothing is better that the first Kiss ;)"..

The next in the list and the sixth one is "THE VOW",The Vow is a 2012 romantic drama film directed by Michael Sucsy, starring Rachel McAdams, Channing Tatum, Sam Neill, Scott Speedman and Jessica Lange. The film is based on the true story of Kim and Krickitt Carpenter. The Vow is based on the actual relationship of Kim and Krickitt Carpenter, who wrote a book about their marriage, also known as The Vow. Ten weeks after their wedding on 18 September 1993, the couple was in an automobile accident in which Krickitt suffered brain trauma, which erased memories of her romance with Kim as well as their recent marriage. Kim, however, was still madly in love with his wife, although she viewed him as a stranger after the accident. According to the couple, their faith in Jesus and their wedding vows before God, kept them together.. :) 

by now if you have started thinking that i watch just romantic and tragic once then please just a minute ..
because next in the list is my childhood favorite, "CASPER" Casper is a 1995 American comedy fantasy film starring Bill Pullman and Christina Ricci, based on the Casper the Friendly Ghost animated cartoons and comic books. The ghosts featured in the film were created through computer-generated imagery. The film was distributed by Universal Pictures. I love this move and it is on theseventh spot in my list.

Sir Amitabh Bachchan, the all time mega star in india with one of the best performances of auro, "PAA" (Hindi: पा, English: Father) is a 2009 Indian comedy-drama film directed by R. Balakrishnan (credited onscreen as R. Balki) starring Amitabh Bachchan, Abhishek Bachchan, and Vidya Balan. The film is based on a rare genetic condition known as progeria and places emphasis on a father-son relationship. Amitabh Bachchan and Abhishek Bachchan, in real life, are father and son respectively, but in Paa, they played opposite roles. The film was released worldwide on 4 Dec 2009. Veteran composer Ilaiyaraaja scored the music. The film was critically acclaimed and fared well at the box office. Amitabh Bachchan received his third National Film Award for Best Actor and his fifth Filmfare Best Actor Award and Vidya Balan got her first Filmfare Best Actress Award. Paa deals with a real medical condition that results in accelerated aging called progeria. Love the move and i watched it during my exams :P


Next and the ninth on my list is "SWADESH" Swades: We, the People (Hindi: स्वदेश, English: Homeland) is a 2004 Indian film written, produced and directed by Ashutosh Gowariker. The film stars Shahrukh Khan and debutante Gayatri Joshi. Although Swades was not commercially viable at the Indian box office, it was successful overseas and received universal critical acclaim and a cult following from Indian and other South Asian audiences around the world. The film was featured on Rediff's list of the 10 Best Bollywood Movies of the Decade. 
"Boond-Boond Milne Se Banta Ek Dariya Hai
Boond-Boond Sagar Hai Varna Yeh Sagar Kya Hai
Samjho Is Paheli Ko, Boond Ho Akeli To
Ek Boond Jaise Kuch Bhi Nahin
Hum Auron Ko Chhodein To, 
Moonh Sabse Hi Modein To
Tanha Rah Na JaYeh Dekho Hum Kahin
Kyon Na Bane Mil Ke Hum Dhaaraa"

This move was again not a very big success on box office and i again have no idea why ?????
the last and the Tenth on my list is a move on a novel by Nicholas Sparks. A Walk to Remember is a 2002 American coming-of-age teen romantic drama film.
The film stars Shane West and Mandy Moore, was directed by Adam Shankman, and produced by Denise Di Novi and Hunt Lowry for Warner Bros. The novel is set in the 1950s while the film is set in 1998. A sweet story told and a tragic end positively  inter prated, and the god news is it works :)

you might not agree, but let me know which one would you put on your list ..
Hopeless, jey !!














Thursday, 9 August 2012

Bromance ;)



at Kutub (New Delhi, India)


" India is my mother, and all Indians are my brother and sisters "

remember those school day pledges, and our next lines ( strictly except one ) he he..

i hate my school.. but the college and the brothers ..
not been even an year, my college life.. oops :(, ended !! i am damn missing our bromance...

besty frnds, fights... running after the same girl ...
bunking classes, muveees ;), shere Punjab.. numerable and priceless.
 class rooms, teasing lecturers,.. nasfar gossips.., results, games.... ha ha ..
engineering , re-engineering ,..
copping, creating
                construction, imagination .......







yo man, hey babes..., chal hat saale..., pagle rulayega kya, dumbo, hathi, pelu, langra, topper, president, HOD ka champcha, mr singh, 
not getting ??
these are the most respected salutations we used fo each other..
miss all that :(

Hold me
To a promise that I'll be the kind of the friend that in the end
Will always keep you company
Because when the world gets tough
And times get hard
I will always love you, I'll be your bodyguard 
Cause you're my bestie, and if you test me
I'll prove it time and time again, I got your back until the end
A brotha from anotha motha.




in most heterosexual way, luv u bro's 
hopeless, jey